Cupid's Revenge by Wibke Brueggemann

A teenage protagonist Matilda navigates the complexities of grief, her burgeoning sexuality, and the chaotic theater world while attempting to help her best friend win the heart of a girl who becomes the focus of Matilda's own desires. 

This book contains: alternate gender/sexual ideologies, anxiety, body shaming, bullying, controversial gender, religious and social commentary, death/grief, deception, derogatory terms, explicit sexual activities/nudity, explicit sexual dialogue, Fanfiction, gender dysphoria, non-sexual nudity, potentially patently offensive content, potentially pervasively vulgar content, potentially prurient content, and profanity.