The Secret of Ella of Micha by Jessica Sorensen

A New Adult romance about childhood best friends Ella Daniels and Micha Scott, who reunite the summer after Ella fled to college following her mother's suicide and a bridge incident involving her mother's pills. Ella tries to suppress her old reckless self while Micha pushes their relationship toward explicit physical intimacy.

This book’s main concerns are; alcohol use/addiction, death/grief, drugs, dubious consent, erotica, explicit sexual activities/nudity, pervasively vulgar content, profanity, psychological distress, sexual dialogue, suicide//self-destructive behavior, and violence.